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Nov. 17th, 2025 05:30 pmyou come along because i love your face :)
y. texted me and said hes attracted to me and that he likes having my attention. it feels weirdly monumental and satisfying to me. i dont know what i want from him but ive spent 7 years wanting him to like me and he does.
he said "i just think youre amazing"
he thinks im amazing.
we had such a weird toxic friendship. im glad we stopped being friends for a while, i think it was healthy for both of us. i truly don't know if im attracted to him or not. i wonder what he likes about me. i wonder how long hes felt this way. i wonder why he texted me. i wonder what hes feeling.
there was a time when i imagined us together, imagined him as the father of my children. i dont want to speak about his potential future self, but the boy i knew him as would not have made a good father. he was so self important, so pretentious, so much like me (but with less social awareness and more intelligence)
y. texted me and said hes attracted to me and that he likes having my attention. it feels weirdly monumental and satisfying to me. i dont know what i want from him but ive spent 7 years wanting him to like me and he does.
he said "i just think youre amazing"
he thinks im amazing.
we had such a weird toxic friendship. im glad we stopped being friends for a while, i think it was healthy for both of us. i truly don't know if im attracted to him or not. i wonder what he likes about me. i wonder how long hes felt this way. i wonder why he texted me. i wonder what hes feeling.
there was a time when i imagined us together, imagined him as the father of my children. i dont want to speak about his potential future self, but the boy i knew him as would not have made a good father. he was so self important, so pretentious, so much like me (but with less social awareness and more intelligence)
