castastone | Entries tagged with fuck

almost finished with my first semester of college. i feel like im drowning under the weight of everything.

i was supposed to meet o. over thanksgiving break. i texted him and he ignored me. i texted him one more time to tell him how hurt i was. ignored again. im not going to reach out again. it hurts.

Current Mood: anxious

i am seriously struggling to stay on top of all the work i have to do. trying to keep in mind how badly i want success, opportunities, money, a family. i need to do this. i need to work hard. i never have before, ever. i cant keep floating through life. its not hard. 3 years of work for a lifetime of happiness. i can make that trade. i can do it. 5 papers and thats it. 5 measly papers.

Current Mood: anxious

i often imagine my baby. i imagine her soft skin, his little giggle. i am meant to be someone's mother. i am meant to love a man. i believe i will one day. someone will take me as i am.

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: castle on the hill - ed sheeran

i really wish i was more creative. i feel like ive never had an original idea in my life.

Current Mood: blah

fuck me im already starting to view this blog through the eyes of someone else STOP IT STOP IT GET OIUT MY HEAD

Current Mood: cynical

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mrs scalystone the unhappy feminist

... cast that stone and see how it ripples

Entries tagged with fuck

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