remember what you want

be patient. keep going. steady, continuous effort. 4 years of it. it will come to you. you will succeed if you dont give in now. you cant give up. this is money, this is time, this is a risk. prove people wrong. prove yourself wrong.

you are intelligent. you see things others dont. find those skills. practice them. your life is yours, dont live it for other people. i am me, i know who i am. i need to be her.

baby

i often imagine my baby. i imagine her soft skin, his little giggle. i am meant to be someone's mother. i am meant to love a man. i believe i will one day. someone will take me as i am.