november

anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger anyway, don't be a stranger

im supposed to see o. at the end of the month. what could i possibly say? i dreamt he texted me and told me all about the things he was doing. im grateful to be single. i dont miss him as much as i should. but i grieve the future i imagined for us. i wish i couldve met him after i did all my life-changing self exploration. he was home at the exact moment where home became stifling. but some day i will want to come home and now i know he wont be there. he wont be there. he doesnt want to be.

went shopping. ive gained so much weight. trying to lock in.